Seriously, why do people feed you a bunch of bologna when something serious is happening? Reality is much easier to deal with when you are talked to honestly. False hope just makes it more difficult to digest. If the vet didn't feed me a bunch of bs I could've taken Rina...OK, I don't know what I would have done differently. It still makes me wonder why people feed you false hope. I guess they think they are protecting you.
Now how am I feeling? I'm feeling numb. My brother has advanced cancer & is completely oblivious to how serious it is. Or how he breaks people's heart that love him. Going with my husband today for a cardiologist visit after an abnormal EKG. I'm sick & my dog I've had for TWELVE years just died. Twelve freakin years!
Anyway, I'm going to attempt sleep. It's almost 3 am & I have to to try to digest all this craziness. Can't do that while delirious.